I guess I have been kind of sad and angry lately. No don't worry I am over it. For the last couple of years (yes, I was depressed) but now, I am living again. I hid it really well. The only one that really got the blunt of this is my family.
How I got into that stage was what all women will go thru. As I reach that age (you know it), the body hurts in many places you never thought there will be pain. Then I was not happy with anything. I found fault in everything. And it didn't help matters when my MIL was always on my case about everything. I was withdrawing from everything - my blog, my friends and most of all - my hubby (he didn't know what was going on). And also I was starting to eat at my free will - yes, I gained over 20 lbs and did not care.
Finally one day, I must have share one of my depression with my friend. She and I start comparing notes on our problem. Also I was wanting to come out and tell the world but was afraid. Anyway, we told each other - we either go for analysis or get out of this now. Yes, both of us decided we need our family and their love.
So I am happy to say, I am back - I have lost over 10 lbs and still working on loosing more. I am eating healthier but ocasionally sneak a bag of junk food in when no one is looking.
Because I was withdrawing from my blog, I did not write for over a year. I know I have lost a lot of my blogger friends. That is okay because this blog was set up for me and sharing about my girls. I have gone to FaceBook also. So I am more on FB than here.
So I will continue to write when I can.